Thursday, September 25, 2008

you have to read the blog ¨chelsea talks smack¨

we would be friends. http://chelseatalkssmack.blogspot.com/

What a beautiful day it is today. The weather is perfect, slightly chilly, blue sky, shiny sun. Im listening to an almost-techno cd I made this summer, UK hits 2008, and Im totally jamming like you´ve never seen (well, a few of you might have and i miss those of you- its like having a broken rib, sabes?)

This has to be in my top three birthdays, its different from any other Ive ever had because

I feel it. I am 20.

I know why. It´s because this morning the children didnt spare me an extra smile and I didnt care, because I wasn´t showered with gifts and kisses and love and I was okay, and because this is an age I can own. I feel powerful, mature, I feel like standing up for my interests and getting what I want. I feel like running down the street shouting ¨YO SOY VEINTE, VEINTE

I feel more punctuated, less punctual, more excused, and less worried.
I want to kiss everyone that commented on my facebook wall but instead I´ll surprise all my unexpecting dance partners tonight. (cross your fingers for me, Im going for the brother. haha, try to take that in context of my last posts.)
I have a black dress, red heels, and I dont give two fucks what the other girls are wearing because Im 20. it doesnt feel weird to write at all.

duffy´s voice is smooth, like crisco. listen to warwick avenue- suddenly im in a black and white music video, standing under a lamp post in london.

i just got distracted by perez for about 10 minutes. Are you keeping up with world news via perez? if you´re not, then you should because its the most intersting forum to get your daily dose of (semi) reliable politics mixed in with the much more interesting celebrity, fashion, and fucked up news.
I swear Im not getting paid for this, I just sincerely believe in most of his opinions and completely respect him for making a living the way he does. haha

what else? my spanish friend, n, just sent me a text ¨felicidades! we will see you tonight?¨
(read with a lisp) Im sooooooo popular.

I miss you with all my heart.

P:S: MY CAMERA CAME TODAY. how strange, right? It couldnt have been planned better.

xxoo

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